OM♥SHANTI
○●○...Thoughts♥Reflections of Purpose♥Intent…In♥Being a♥Live…Ahimsa♥Inspiration…
...These are personal perspectives – Soul♥Y shared to Inspire your own...○●○
♪♪♪ I♥TOOK♥THE♥VOW ♪♪♪
...on QM/18 821 day of this Singularity's 3D adventure in reel life...
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○●○ 2009-06-12 (23h23/EST) ○●○ So as to be respectful, I'm not detailing this reel-life encounter ...
●...on QM/18 880 day of this Singularity's adventure In♥Being a♥Live...
○ I just wanted to let you know that your Loving Guidance and examples has just been of tremendous help :-) - while communicating with another who quickly became intent on converting/saving me...
○ Actually, I’m still a little stunned, yet proud, about having been able to cOMe from Ahimsa source... Slightly unnerved & perplexed, in hindsight of not heeding the not so subtle signs, or knowing how to swiftly resolve this imbroglio, as it was indeed a confusing interpersonal situation for all concerned...
○ I did my best to diplomatically end this exchange – under the circumstances - blocking any future messages from this person via available site features; which is a blessing in this instance...
○ I absolutely wish that person well – I will not however allow such single-minded intrusions on my humble cyber-space... Had I not read & participated in all our communication/communion since joining ANH - I would not have had the references, self-esteem and courage to come from such a loving place.
○ For Who You Are each & everyone of you & this ANH Family - I AM GRATEFUL... - along with countless others who have blessed my life with Compassionately Infinite Patience and Unwavering Love...
○ Now I shall trust in SynchroDestiny's mirroring and go meditate a bit to restore my inner harmony...And, perhaps, yes most certainly, emulate such Compassionate Love - to that frightfully earnest Soul - which was given to me until IT BeComes the BeCause I exist...
○ OM Shanti Beloved Ones...
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○●○ 2009-05-25 (01h44/EST) ○●○ I’m adding this reflection of Love♥In♥Light in the OM♥SHANTI’s blog...as IT chronicles my Ahimsa journey...in reply to DON'T take the Vow!...○●○
☼ Namaste Beloved One... Up until recently I was feeling and thinking pretty much the same and yet still felt it important from my personal perspective - after a lifetime of being trapped within by those who would have me do without - to publicly affirm the Ahimsa part of my Soul so MySelf could break these life-choking chains enslaving my psyche and body onto seemingly perpetual disease...
○ Did I do IT BeCause of Deepak ? A little bit... I mostly did IT for MySelf so I could manifest the ensuing serenity within my daily on goings. I especially did it BeCause I could no longer stand being the prey of Terrorist Thoughts and Tyrannical Emotional Anarchy... I also was inspired by another, who said anyone could take the vow by coming from a place of love and thus embracing all aspects of self...
○ I commend you for this flip side affirmation of your point-of-view for IT is InDeed a vibrant echoing of our True Nature – How?Ever... – I find it interesting that for the first time in my life I dare to do the same thing, in a slightly different manner, and end up being perceived otherwise...
○ Ever since I can remember I’ve been drawn by the personal and global stories of peace makers – more often than not even considered ridiculously blasphemous, and quickly brought back with a dualistic pas de duel, when speaking of our True Loving Nature and IT’s ensuing Everlasting Peace on Earth...
...So much so, that for decades, I retreated within soul-numbing quasi oblivion. The list of my woes is of no consequence to this sharing other than IT gave me Compassion References which I AM PurposeFully Intent on Contributing via simply I’mPossible. I’ve also not put a timetable to the one thing I saw as a drawback : the commitment to invite 2 others...as I shall do so by inspiration and not enrolment.
○ I AM Grateful that you’ve expressed a possible Ego pitfall from which one surely must not take the vow...or even needs to take a vow when coming from Source...Either/Or simply is All That...
○ Personally, I hesitated, until the cumulative testimonies of those preceding me in this Ahimsa evidential manifesting of Sat Chit Ananda became my own experiential understanding that I could at least grow from this – and by taking this journey making each breath one inspiration after another as if my last – then I would always remember my True Nature and Trust MySelf to at the very least be grateful and loving via how I am here now...
○ Perhaps, my OM♥SHANTI’s - 2009-05-24 (17h30/EST) - blog posting on this journey will echo this for you...for ultimately I did not do this for others but for myself and paradoxically I did do IT BeCause of This Incredible OM/Love of others – and, if need be, I shall nurture this experiential unfolding with all the Love I can muster...
Namaste SisterLuv...
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○●○ 2009-05-24 (17h30/EST) ○●○ Today – reserved for Sacred Restoration of Body-Mind-Spirit - IT’s a story...
...a meditative reel-life encounter with the Ahimsa aspect of reality...♦♦♦
●…It must be close to twenty years ago, in linear time perspective – when newly on my own from a mutually destructive relationship - I was seeking for something else and gratefully tagged along some friends’ already well trodden journey of enlightenment. From the weekly meetings with four to five other ladies who shared, discussed and experimented spiritual, religious, esoteric and holistic methods of reaching fabled harmony ; I was slowly gathering a common lexicon, or translation of basic references, of what this quest meant. For each other, for others and throughout humanity’s history.
○ Here♥Now, I realize that it was simply a continuation of amassing Compassion References, which enable me to holographic♥ally imagine all possibilities while having cumulated some basic understanding that each being is indeed a universe on its own. That to truly be able to “put yourself in another’s place” must first and foremost come from within so as to do without any mental, emotional, experiential or cultural obstacles which might – and probably do – edit another’s version of reality in terms of your own.
○ One such experiential transcending, and totally unintentional, encounter between Soul/Self was when spending the weekend at one of those friend’s house. Unknowingly, we were playing Let’s Be Enlightened & Holistic - with her as my guide and me the eager supplicant. For I’m aware that my human persona back then – and recently too – would become anything another wanted just so I could exist through their approving reflection. Which, in this case, was considered a step-up for these ladies had my well-being in the hearts of hearts and knew that if I followed their lead then I would, or could, come out from several very abusive to the psyche decades, relatively unscathed. Perhaps, I might even get the gold medal for understanding and seeding future incarnations by my stoic acceptance of the suffering I must have incurred in past lives...
○ A♥Gain, not so long ago, I would have been tempted to judge all of this as another wretched egotistical dualistic scenario. How?Ever... I chosen to gage and engage the Here♥Now via OM♥Love, instead of getting entangled in dramatic histrionics of what should, was or could be...by letting go of judgements...
○ This was the overall BID (Blessing In Disguise) of half-century across the space-time continuum perspective. That, and the phenomenally helpful experiential reality that if I try anything else - than Here♥Now via OM♥Love – chaos, confusion, intense existential suffering rapidly manifest itself into disease... Sort of like a fail-safe cellular lock-on transcendent transmuting...
○ So, that weekend, the two of us, were getting ready to sample so rather tantalizing veggie burgers with homemade fries and of course lots of greens along with a few promising video rentals. All this in beautiful, safe and clean surroundings with no rules other than enjoy ourselves, no impossible standards to measure up to or stumbled upon, solely the implicit simplicity & complicity of each other’s company...
○ We had all the outward ingredients for pleasure – which in our frame of references we deserved because, because... – when the telephone rang with an urgent plea to drop everything and rush to the spaciously empty meditation room. BeCause at the other end of the world our human counterparts were tearing each other to shreds and required our total heartfelt focus and loving presence so the innocents ones could somehow survive it all...
○ From her loving heart and acknowledged saviour role, my friend immediately did as bidden by her higher calling – which basically meant others’ well being came before you’re own otherwise the entire human race would irrevocably perish in unimaginable agony...and that if you did not you were a wretched excuse for a human being taking up valuable space you sorely did not deserve...
○ Me? Freshly out of a couple of decades of almost literally bleeding myself dry for others and never being able to measure up to their bottomless needs, I was not a happy camper... I was shamefully angry and thinking all sort of uncharitable thoughts towards the entire universe intrusive agenda. But I so desperately wanted to be loved that I dared not even then consciously acknowledge such blasphemy. After all, if I wanted to be loved by others I had at least to make the effort to be loving towards others...
○ And, that’s the frame of mind, or state, in which I entered the sacred room so angry with myself and everything it never even occurred to me that I should be anything else than what I was... As my friend intoned the deepening chants, so we could become proper vessel of loving contribution, I wanted to scream and rage about, wanted to interrupt this farce and was desperately trying not to laugh at the same time, when I suddenly saw her...
○ Really seeing her in a different light... Beyond the human-persona’s subconscious role-playing there was something indefinably wonderful about her and this Love came out/through me for her...
○ So, I decided that at least for her sake, I would open myself up to help these distant people, and I closed my eyes not knowing really what to do. Years before that I’d come to participate in a weekend long meditation seminar but then all my rocker-babe persona had gotten was this stupid purple light while others marvelled at their expanding consciousness. So, at least I knew how to pretend...
○ How?Ever... The sudden onrush of polarized sensory extremes had, unknowingly to me then, made space to welcome this experience by overloading & emptying me. So, all I could do was focus on how much I truly loved this incredible woman – who did the most astounding thing of loving just because... – and listen to my pounding heart and ragged breathing...
○ I cannot say how much time passed for all I remember is that one moment I was this confused and earnest vortex of emotions sitting in my friend’s meditation room, and the next I was in this other place...
○ A 3-D, holographic reel-life place, like the room I’d been in eons ago... And, the closest I can come to describe it is Shamballa or Eden-like. All the references for such a place I’d come across in my lifetime made it for me an almost Greco/Roman paradisiacal garden of peace and learning.
○ For, I recall vast expanses of beautiful gardens with people of all nations in lightly coloured robed engaged in passionate, yet harmoniously smooth conversation without words. They would walk to each other or another place the same way I would in my dreams by sort of gliding slightly above the earth, so it did not seems strange to me then... Actually, nothing seemed strange about this magical place, for it seemed comfortingly familiar in a way I could not even begin to describe...
○ Open temples seemed more an architectural celebration of everything than a practical necessity. This place was everywhere, going on beyond the horizon line, and yet one could perceive everything. I was home, somehow, I was home... All there, were also everywhere, engaged in everything that ever was and forevermore both sharing and contributing to all of Creation...
○ Felicity is a good word for the overall spirit of this dimension. Here♥Now via OM♥Love are good to...
○ I wanted to spend eternity in this place knowing I would always be of value by simply being...
○ IT filled me with such Joy that I’d forgotten my lifetime of woes - even past/future due incarnations ones – and started exploring some more when something between an Aurora Borealis & shimmering radiant transparent light drew my attention. That’s when I noticed the Buddha Tree with a circle of people around in animated exchange with the source of that Light. I moved towards it in joyful anticipation for I knew I would finally get to see the face of this incredible Source of All. As I fully expected to see a benevolent Rishi dispensing his instantaneous wordless wisdom that’s the first impression which came out of this formless radiating Light at the base of the Bayan tree...Terra de l’India as it’s called in Spain’s Canary Islands.
○ IT was not even astonishing to me, at that moment, that each and everyone was having a meaningfully unique experience in their own psyche, of their making or version, with the Source...
○ And, as I looked into IT’s eyes with the formless thought/question of what did IT really look like – a holographic morphing began unfolding all my human persona’s references of wisdom following IT with an instantaneously simultaneous response to another unformulated question as the whole of humanity’s past, present and future faces became the one I was gazing upon...
○ I did not then even register surprise that my senses where not overwhelmed, or that IT was even possible to witness all of IT beyond the speed of Light and faster if I had the words to express ITs Joy...
○ Then, before I could ask how come I did not see my own face in there, I was back in the meditation room with my friend gently guiding me back to reel-life... When, suddenly dazed by it all, I recounted this experience to her, she asked me what I believed it meant in the context of the request to unite in spirit to promote peace...
○ With my senses still floating between realities, I heard myself saying : I think they/it was showing me/us, that IT’s already here and all we have to do is to believe it...
○ A couple of deeply chaotic decades later IT’s BEcOMe my anchor from which I Intend to Contribute Ahimsa Here♥Now via OM♥Love...for in taking the Peace Vow an invisible burden/barrier was lifted...
○ And, yes, last autumn I had a dream where I was able to go back to the garden of Eden, as I call IT, going straight to the Buddha Tree for a one-on-one with the Source – for I’d been trying to get back there via meditation these last few years – and I was blessed with finally seeing my face in the Light...
○ Now, thanks to You All, I intend to honour such blessings by BE♥Live♥In♥g Ahimsa...Trusting Truth via I’mPossible daily and cOMing from this Source...
○ OM SHANTI...
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○●○ 2009-04-29 (12h36/EST) ● EDITED 2009-08-22 (16h33/EST) ○●○ This morning I’ve refreshed how I download Cosmic Consciousness... so as to maintain a SoulFull perspective...WithIn/withOut whatever cOMes...
● IT’s now is a melding of Communion/Communication with chosen archetypes before each of the Yogic SunSalute BlissFlow paced via the meditative breathing of HamSa, incorporating the Daily Sutra WithIn/WithOut each transitional set.
Renata’s invocative
○ Namaste Beloved One ॐ I AM PurposeFull WithIN...
...your SoulFull Reflections ॐ AHIMSA’s Light of Love.
○ As I BeHold MySelf ॐ WithOut Dualistic Illusions...
...BlissFully aLive ॐ I’mage♥in♥All Creation*Imaginative Contribution.
○ Here♥OM♥Now Cosmic Consciousness ॐ Renata on Earth...
...In Truth our Haven ॐ as IT is in Heaven...
...As just ONE KISS = Keeping IT Simply Sublime...
...OM Shanti...Amen...
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○●○ 2009-04-21 (09h39/EST) ○●○ Happy Earth Day ! Had an opportunity to reCreate my Focus this morning. KISS version, is that some left over unease seeded during a sleeptime dream took root in my guts when - as promised despite not feeling it right for me - I sat down to read some texts intended to help humanity prepare for the upcoming changes... Which, to me, felt more like apocalyptic prophecies despite assurances to the contrary... Ahh...Sucks...for was triggered onto emotional intensity...such anguish threatening volcanic rage that...I stopped reading...started meditating...until... Could get into the why of how...but I'd rather focus via OMLove thus remaining aligned with my PurposeIntent...
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○●○ 2009-04-19 (11h11/EST) ○●○ POSTED 2009-05-23 (09h44/EST)...
…Handwritten scribbling = Sorting Out Phenomenal Flow...IT’s also incredible how much I’ve learned, changed & grown in such a short time. Like the sunflowers, I used to grow, who slowly grew then seemingly overnight gloriously celebrated life by their simply stunning presence... That is what you all are to me Beloved Ones...
○ Since ♪ I TOOK THE VOW OF PEACE ♪ & Harmony – AHIMSA – IT’s no longer SOULely about Who am I? for I AM enthusiastically MySelf again ♪ ♫ And...yet...there’s some adapting required...
○ When I mentioned returning, for awhile, to a Creative Hermitage IT’s BeCause this I, finally, came to the realization that attempts at tran♥scribing such an extra♥ordinary stream of Creation/Communion flowing to/fro Soul via self - In♥Stead of Soul♥Full Self – seemed at first improbable even as I’mPossible...Duuhh...
○ How?Ever... A♥Gain as Potentiality’s Joyous Redundancy...May♥Be...Right♥ONe...
○ Until, Here♥Now, IT felt like trying to illustrate & celebrate while singing & dancing what we Be♥Hold & Share...
○ In person, one person that is, it’s the equivalent of attempting to recite PI’s decimals in one breath...to which my body’s Infinite Intelligence said : ”Whooa Nellie !” ...Don’t know about yours but mine is very plain spoken and usually super funny - actually IT’s more like a wiseass most of the time butt that's another story...
○ So, I took a deep breath...then another...in the midst of such irresistible Flow ebbing to/fro all of Creation. Momentarily attempting to surf ITs phenomenal – what can I say it’s either phenomenal or overwhelming so... - tidal wave, which again, felt more like an untameable tsunami...
○ So...I took another deep breath...tried to sleep off the sensory overload...until in meditation...
○ The silence within remembered me without...
○ That, in reel-time, was barely a blink of moments ago when wise-doom was re-created as everlasting wisdom...
○ How?Ever... By Embracing Being Purr♥fectly ONE, In♥finite♥I♥small, seemingly/swimming the flows of Creation’s Tides...In♥finitely Love♥Joy Here♥Now...
○ No longer making each breath a seeking TranscenDance...rather Well♥c♥OM♥e, in Celebration the endless Transmuting Inspiration Joy♥Fully onto Contribution...
○ As You Are Beloved Ones...As You Are...
○ OM Shanti...
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○●○ 2009-04-14 (20h30/EST) ○●○ Namaste Beloved Ones ! WOW...Thanks to You All !! I TOOK THE VOW !!! Of non-violence in my thoughts, my speech and my actions. I actually prefer to think of it as a vow of love in my thoughts, my speech and my actions but chose not to concern myself with semantics. Trusting that as I reMEmBEr the SynchroDestiny rhythms of Flow I shall inspire, by Being the change I wish upon this world… Gandhi, so as to nurture, invite and welcome another duo of "Imaginative" Souls to this exponential overflow of Love.
♪♪♪ I♥TOOK♥THE♥VOW ♪♪♪
...on QM/18 821 day of this Singularity's adventure In♥Being a♥Live...
♪♪♪ I ♥ Maria Alina Renata Martin ♥ TOOK THE VOW OF PEACE ♥ To SOUL♥ely cOMe from With♥IN ♥ Choosing BE♥IN♥God With♥Out dualistic illusions. ♪♪♪
♪♪♪ For...
...ACROSS TIME & SPACE...
...I♥AM...
...LOVE’S OMNIPRESENT...
...EVERLASTING GRACE…
...AMEN… ♪♪♪
♪♪♪ OM SHANTI ♪♪♪ Renata...
♪♪♪ I'm also honoured to have joined PoetsForPeace and WorldHealersForum...
PS QM = Quantum Mastery/Manifestation…
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© In SPIRIT & fACT...©R♀M★ = Renata Martin...unless AUTHORized...PLS respect copyrights of all Creative Endeavours or Blogs. So May♥Be - WeMe ANH + others – Contribute/proceed$ to The Alliance for a New Humanity. ©
...These are personal perspectives – Soul♥Y shared to Inspire your own...○●○
♪♪♪ I♥TOOK♥THE♥VOW ♪♪♪
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○●○ 2009-06-12 (23h23/EST) ○●○ So as to be respectful, I'm not detailing this reel-life encounter ...
●...on QM/18 880 day of this Singularity's adventure In♥Being a♥Live...
○ I just wanted to let you know that your Loving Guidance and examples has just been of tremendous help :-) - while communicating with another who quickly became intent on converting/saving me...
○ Actually, I’m still a little stunned, yet proud, about having been able to cOMe from Ahimsa source... Slightly unnerved & perplexed, in hindsight of not heeding the not so subtle signs, or knowing how to swiftly resolve this imbroglio, as it was indeed a confusing interpersonal situation for all concerned...
○ I did my best to diplomatically end this exchange – under the circumstances - blocking any future messages from this person via available site features; which is a blessing in this instance...
○ I absolutely wish that person well – I will not however allow such single-minded intrusions on my humble cyber-space... Had I not read & participated in all our communication/communion since joining ANH - I would not have had the references, self-esteem and courage to come from such a loving place.
○ For Who You Are each & everyone of you & this ANH Family - I AM GRATEFUL... - along with countless others who have blessed my life with Compassionately Infinite Patience and Unwavering Love...
○ Now I shall trust in SynchroDestiny's mirroring and go meditate a bit to restore my inner harmony...And, perhaps, yes most certainly, emulate such Compassionate Love - to that frightfully earnest Soul - which was given to me until IT BeComes the BeCause I exist...
○ OM Shanti Beloved Ones...
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○●○ 2009-05-25 (01h44/EST) ○●○ I’m adding this reflection of Love♥In♥Light in the OM♥SHANTI’s blog...as IT chronicles my Ahimsa journey...in reply to DON'T take the Vow!...○●○
☼ Namaste Beloved One... Up until recently I was feeling and thinking pretty much the same and yet still felt it important from my personal perspective - after a lifetime of being trapped within by those who would have me do without - to publicly affirm the Ahimsa part of my Soul so MySelf could break these life-choking chains enslaving my psyche and body onto seemingly perpetual disease...
○ Did I do IT BeCause of Deepak ? A little bit... I mostly did IT for MySelf so I could manifest the ensuing serenity within my daily on goings. I especially did it BeCause I could no longer stand being the prey of Terrorist Thoughts and Tyrannical Emotional Anarchy... I also was inspired by another, who said anyone could take the vow by coming from a place of love and thus embracing all aspects of self...
○ I commend you for this flip side affirmation of your point-of-view for IT is InDeed a vibrant echoing of our True Nature – How?Ever... – I find it interesting that for the first time in my life I dare to do the same thing, in a slightly different manner, and end up being perceived otherwise...
○ Ever since I can remember I’ve been drawn by the personal and global stories of peace makers – more often than not even considered ridiculously blasphemous, and quickly brought back with a dualistic pas de duel, when speaking of our True Loving Nature and IT’s ensuing Everlasting Peace on Earth...
...So much so, that for decades, I retreated within soul-numbing quasi oblivion. The list of my woes is of no consequence to this sharing other than IT gave me Compassion References which I AM PurposeFully Intent on Contributing via simply I’mPossible. I’ve also not put a timetable to the one thing I saw as a drawback : the commitment to invite 2 others...as I shall do so by inspiration and not enrolment.
○ I AM Grateful that you’ve expressed a possible Ego pitfall from which one surely must not take the vow...or even needs to take a vow when coming from Source...Either/Or simply is All That...
○ Personally, I hesitated, until the cumulative testimonies of those preceding me in this Ahimsa evidential manifesting of Sat Chit Ananda became my own experiential understanding that I could at least grow from this – and by taking this journey making each breath one inspiration after another as if my last – then I would always remember my True Nature and Trust MySelf to at the very least be grateful and loving via how I am here now...
○ Perhaps, my OM♥SHANTI’s - 2009-05-24 (17h30/EST) - blog posting on this journey will echo this for you...for ultimately I did not do this for others but for myself and paradoxically I did do IT BeCause of This Incredible OM/Love of others – and, if need be, I shall nurture this experiential unfolding with all the Love I can muster...
Namaste SisterLuv...
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○●○ 2009-05-24 (17h30/EST) ○●○ Today – reserved for Sacred Restoration of Body-Mind-Spirit - IT’s a story...
...a meditative reel-life encounter with the Ahimsa aspect of reality...♦♦♦
●…It must be close to twenty years ago, in linear time perspective – when newly on my own from a mutually destructive relationship - I was seeking for something else and gratefully tagged along some friends’ already well trodden journey of enlightenment. From the weekly meetings with four to five other ladies who shared, discussed and experimented spiritual, religious, esoteric and holistic methods of reaching fabled harmony ; I was slowly gathering a common lexicon, or translation of basic references, of what this quest meant. For each other, for others and throughout humanity’s history.
○ Here♥Now, I realize that it was simply a continuation of amassing Compassion References, which enable me to holographic♥ally imagine all possibilities while having cumulated some basic understanding that each being is indeed a universe on its own. That to truly be able to “put yourself in another’s place” must first and foremost come from within so as to do without any mental, emotional, experiential or cultural obstacles which might – and probably do – edit another’s version of reality in terms of your own.
○ One such experiential transcending, and totally unintentional, encounter between Soul/Self was when spending the weekend at one of those friend’s house. Unknowingly, we were playing Let’s Be Enlightened & Holistic - with her as my guide and me the eager supplicant. For I’m aware that my human persona back then – and recently too – would become anything another wanted just so I could exist through their approving reflection. Which, in this case, was considered a step-up for these ladies had my well-being in the hearts of hearts and knew that if I followed their lead then I would, or could, come out from several very abusive to the psyche decades, relatively unscathed. Perhaps, I might even get the gold medal for understanding and seeding future incarnations by my stoic acceptance of the suffering I must have incurred in past lives...
○ A♥Gain, not so long ago, I would have been tempted to judge all of this as another wretched egotistical dualistic scenario. How?Ever... I chosen to gage and engage the Here♥Now via OM♥Love, instead of getting entangled in dramatic histrionics of what should, was or could be...by letting go of judgements...
○ This was the overall BID (Blessing In Disguise) of half-century across the space-time continuum perspective. That, and the phenomenally helpful experiential reality that if I try anything else - than Here♥Now via OM♥Love – chaos, confusion, intense existential suffering rapidly manifest itself into disease... Sort of like a fail-safe cellular lock-on transcendent transmuting...
○ So, that weekend, the two of us, were getting ready to sample so rather tantalizing veggie burgers with homemade fries and of course lots of greens along with a few promising video rentals. All this in beautiful, safe and clean surroundings with no rules other than enjoy ourselves, no impossible standards to measure up to or stumbled upon, solely the implicit simplicity & complicity of each other’s company...
○ We had all the outward ingredients for pleasure – which in our frame of references we deserved because, because... – when the telephone rang with an urgent plea to drop everything and rush to the spaciously empty meditation room. BeCause at the other end of the world our human counterparts were tearing each other to shreds and required our total heartfelt focus and loving presence so the innocents ones could somehow survive it all...
○ From her loving heart and acknowledged saviour role, my friend immediately did as bidden by her higher calling – which basically meant others’ well being came before you’re own otherwise the entire human race would irrevocably perish in unimaginable agony...and that if you did not you were a wretched excuse for a human being taking up valuable space you sorely did not deserve...
○ Me? Freshly out of a couple of decades of almost literally bleeding myself dry for others and never being able to measure up to their bottomless needs, I was not a happy camper... I was shamefully angry and thinking all sort of uncharitable thoughts towards the entire universe intrusive agenda. But I so desperately wanted to be loved that I dared not even then consciously acknowledge such blasphemy. After all, if I wanted to be loved by others I had at least to make the effort to be loving towards others...
○ And, that’s the frame of mind, or state, in which I entered the sacred room so angry with myself and everything it never even occurred to me that I should be anything else than what I was... As my friend intoned the deepening chants, so we could become proper vessel of loving contribution, I wanted to scream and rage about, wanted to interrupt this farce and was desperately trying not to laugh at the same time, when I suddenly saw her...
○ Really seeing her in a different light... Beyond the human-persona’s subconscious role-playing there was something indefinably wonderful about her and this Love came out/through me for her...
○ So, I decided that at least for her sake, I would open myself up to help these distant people, and I closed my eyes not knowing really what to do. Years before that I’d come to participate in a weekend long meditation seminar but then all my rocker-babe persona had gotten was this stupid purple light while others marvelled at their expanding consciousness. So, at least I knew how to pretend...
○ How?Ever... The sudden onrush of polarized sensory extremes had, unknowingly to me then, made space to welcome this experience by overloading & emptying me. So, all I could do was focus on how much I truly loved this incredible woman – who did the most astounding thing of loving just because... – and listen to my pounding heart and ragged breathing...
○ I cannot say how much time passed for all I remember is that one moment I was this confused and earnest vortex of emotions sitting in my friend’s meditation room, and the next I was in this other place...
○ A 3-D, holographic reel-life place, like the room I’d been in eons ago... And, the closest I can come to describe it is Shamballa or Eden-like. All the references for such a place I’d come across in my lifetime made it for me an almost Greco/Roman paradisiacal garden of peace and learning.
○ For, I recall vast expanses of beautiful gardens with people of all nations in lightly coloured robed engaged in passionate, yet harmoniously smooth conversation without words. They would walk to each other or another place the same way I would in my dreams by sort of gliding slightly above the earth, so it did not seems strange to me then... Actually, nothing seemed strange about this magical place, for it seemed comfortingly familiar in a way I could not even begin to describe...
○ Open temples seemed more an architectural celebration of everything than a practical necessity. This place was everywhere, going on beyond the horizon line, and yet one could perceive everything. I was home, somehow, I was home... All there, were also everywhere, engaged in everything that ever was and forevermore both sharing and contributing to all of Creation...
○ Felicity is a good word for the overall spirit of this dimension. Here♥Now via OM♥Love are good to...
○ I wanted to spend eternity in this place knowing I would always be of value by simply being...
○ IT filled me with such Joy that I’d forgotten my lifetime of woes - even past/future due incarnations ones – and started exploring some more when something between an Aurora Borealis & shimmering radiant transparent light drew my attention. That’s when I noticed the Buddha Tree with a circle of people around in animated exchange with the source of that Light. I moved towards it in joyful anticipation for I knew I would finally get to see the face of this incredible Source of All. As I fully expected to see a benevolent Rishi dispensing his instantaneous wordless wisdom that’s the first impression which came out of this formless radiating Light at the base of the Bayan tree...Terra de l’India as it’s called in Spain’s Canary Islands.
○ IT was not even astonishing to me, at that moment, that each and everyone was having a meaningfully unique experience in their own psyche, of their making or version, with the Source...
○ And, as I looked into IT’s eyes with the formless thought/question of what did IT really look like – a holographic morphing began unfolding all my human persona’s references of wisdom following IT with an instantaneously simultaneous response to another unformulated question as the whole of humanity’s past, present and future faces became the one I was gazing upon...
○ I did not then even register surprise that my senses where not overwhelmed, or that IT was even possible to witness all of IT beyond the speed of Light and faster if I had the words to express ITs Joy...
○ Then, before I could ask how come I did not see my own face in there, I was back in the meditation room with my friend gently guiding me back to reel-life... When, suddenly dazed by it all, I recounted this experience to her, she asked me what I believed it meant in the context of the request to unite in spirit to promote peace...
○ With my senses still floating between realities, I heard myself saying : I think they/it was showing me/us, that IT’s already here and all we have to do is to believe it...
○ A couple of deeply chaotic decades later IT’s BEcOMe my anchor from which I Intend to Contribute Ahimsa Here♥Now via OM♥Love...for in taking the Peace Vow an invisible burden/barrier was lifted...
○ And, yes, last autumn I had a dream where I was able to go back to the garden of Eden, as I call IT, going straight to the Buddha Tree for a one-on-one with the Source – for I’d been trying to get back there via meditation these last few years – and I was blessed with finally seeing my face in the Light...
○ Now, thanks to You All, I intend to honour such blessings by BE♥Live♥In♥g Ahimsa...Trusting Truth via I’mPossible daily and cOMing from this Source...
○ OM SHANTI...
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○●○ 2009-04-29 (12h36/EST) ● EDITED 2009-08-22 (16h33/EST) ○●○ This morning I’ve refreshed how I download Cosmic Consciousness... so as to maintain a SoulFull perspective...WithIn/withOut whatever cOMes...
● IT’s now is a melding of Communion/Communication with chosen archetypes before each of the Yogic SunSalute BlissFlow paced via the meditative breathing of HamSa, incorporating the Daily Sutra WithIn/WithOut each transitional set.
Renata’s invocative
○ Namaste Beloved One ॐ I AM PurposeFull WithIN...
...your SoulFull Reflections ॐ AHIMSA’s Light of Love.
○ As I BeHold MySelf ॐ WithOut Dualistic Illusions...
...BlissFully aLive ॐ I’mage♥in♥All Creation*Imaginative Contribution.
○ Here♥OM♥Now Cosmic Consciousness ॐ Renata on Earth...
...In Truth our Haven ॐ as IT is in Heaven...
...As just ONE KISS = Keeping IT Simply Sublime...
...OM Shanti...Amen...
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○●○ 2009-04-21 (09h39/EST) ○●○ Happy Earth Day ! Had an opportunity to reCreate my Focus this morning. KISS version, is that some left over unease seeded during a sleeptime dream took root in my guts when - as promised despite not feeling it right for me - I sat down to read some texts intended to help humanity prepare for the upcoming changes... Which, to me, felt more like apocalyptic prophecies despite assurances to the contrary... Ahh...Sucks...for was triggered onto emotional intensity...such anguish threatening volcanic rage that...I stopped reading...started meditating...until... Could get into the why of how...but I'd rather focus via OMLove thus remaining aligned with my PurposeIntent...
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○●○ 2009-04-19 (11h11/EST) ○●○ POSTED 2009-05-23 (09h44/EST)...
…Handwritten scribbling = Sorting Out Phenomenal Flow...IT’s also incredible how much I’ve learned, changed & grown in such a short time. Like the sunflowers, I used to grow, who slowly grew then seemingly overnight gloriously celebrated life by their simply stunning presence... That is what you all are to me Beloved Ones...
○ Since ♪ I TOOK THE VOW OF PEACE ♪ & Harmony – AHIMSA – IT’s no longer SOULely about Who am I? for I AM enthusiastically MySelf again ♪ ♫ And...yet...there’s some adapting required...
○ When I mentioned returning, for awhile, to a Creative Hermitage IT’s BeCause this I, finally, came to the realization that attempts at tran♥scribing such an extra♥ordinary stream of Creation/Communion flowing to/fro Soul via self - In♥Stead of Soul♥Full Self – seemed at first improbable even as I’mPossible...Duuhh...
○ How?Ever... A♥Gain as Potentiality’s Joyous Redundancy...May♥Be...Right♥ONe...
○ Until, Here♥Now, IT felt like trying to illustrate & celebrate while singing & dancing what we Be♥Hold & Share...
○ In person, one person that is, it’s the equivalent of attempting to recite PI’s decimals in one breath...to which my body’s Infinite Intelligence said : ”Whooa Nellie !” ...Don’t know about yours but mine is very plain spoken and usually super funny - actually IT’s more like a wiseass most of the time butt that's another story...
○ So, I took a deep breath...then another...in the midst of such irresistible Flow ebbing to/fro all of Creation. Momentarily attempting to surf ITs phenomenal – what can I say it’s either phenomenal or overwhelming so... - tidal wave, which again, felt more like an untameable tsunami...
○ So...I took another deep breath...tried to sleep off the sensory overload...until in meditation...
○ The silence within remembered me without...
○ That, in reel-time, was barely a blink of moments ago when wise-doom was re-created as everlasting wisdom...
○ How?Ever... By Embracing Being Purr♥fectly ONE, In♥finite♥I♥small, seemingly/swimming the flows of Creation’s Tides...In♥finitely Love♥Joy Here♥Now...
○ No longer making each breath a seeking TranscenDance...rather Well♥c♥OM♥e, in Celebration the endless Transmuting Inspiration Joy♥Fully onto Contribution...
○ As You Are Beloved Ones...As You Are...
○ OM Shanti...
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○●○ 2009-04-14 (20h30/EST) ○●○ Namaste Beloved Ones ! WOW...Thanks to You All !! I TOOK THE VOW !!! Of non-violence in my thoughts, my speech and my actions. I actually prefer to think of it as a vow of love in my thoughts, my speech and my actions but chose not to concern myself with semantics. Trusting that as I reMEmBEr the SynchroDestiny rhythms of Flow I shall inspire, by Being the change I wish upon this world… Gandhi, so as to nurture, invite and welcome another duo of "Imaginative" Souls to this exponential overflow of Love.
♪♪♪ I♥TOOK♥THE♥VOW ♪♪♪
...on QM/18 821 day of this Singularity's adventure In♥Being a♥Live...
♪♪♪ I ♥ Maria Alina Renata Martin ♥ TOOK THE VOW OF PEACE ♥ To SOUL♥ely cOMe from With♥IN ♥ Choosing BE♥IN♥God With♥Out dualistic illusions. ♪♪♪
♪♪♪ For...
...ACROSS TIME & SPACE...
...I♥AM...
...LOVE’S OMNIPRESENT...
...EVERLASTING GRACE…
...AMEN… ♪♪♪
♪♪♪ OM SHANTI ♪♪♪ Renata...
♪♪♪ I'm also honoured to have joined PoetsForPeace and WorldHealersForum...
PS QM = Quantum Mastery/Manifestation…
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